Dad I just wanted to say I love you and miss you so much, sometimes I just want to ring you up and chat to you about Everything that going on with us all and ask your advice on general life issues & DIY bits or see you with the kids to go for something to eat and have fun altogether but that's when it hits me life will never be the same again and i just wish you could see the 3 C's growing up especially Chloe as she's nearly 18 n I wish you were here to take her for her first official alcoholic drink and as silly as that sounds it hurts knowing you will miss being part of Chloe next milestone in life 18 , going university, and she's already got her 2nd job so much is happening and all I can hope is your able to look down on her and send her a sign to know you are with her & your proud of her as I know you will be bursting with pride how Chloe has blossomed into such a beautiful academic kind young lady. Love forever xxxx