Dad i miss you so much I feel so lost At times dad I just want to call your mobile and arrange to meet up town and have something to eat and drink and make memories with Chloe , Cory n Casey. I feel like I had you and you were there for me to look up too and then slowly without either of us noticing you were slipping away n the roles were reversing and I wouldn't change a thing I felt honoured to care for you but one thing I wanted to change was I wanted to be the one being cared for and spoilt I don't mean financially I mean like you would be the parent and give me guidance and I would ask you for advice and you would tell me straight as we made that deal that if you were straight with me I'd be straight with you and that meant alot to me I remember you holding me when I cried or when I was struggling with life. I miss feeling safe and secure in your arms as you are My Dad and at times I feel so alone but I know you're there for me in spirit. Please send me a sign your here as I really feel I need your support. I love you forever and more.