Dad I used to miss you when I used to sit next you in the home as I was grieving the loss of the dad I knew and I honestly didn't know how lucky I was to be able to hold your hand and talk to you and kiss and hug you at that time as I would give anything just for you to hold me and say my name and never forget me and our lil family, I just miss being your daughter and being spoilt by you I don't mean materialistic spoilt just being thought of and feeling looked after as I really miss that as you made me feel special and I was able to say anything to you as you always said if I'm straight with you you'll be straight with me and that meant alot 🫂 xx