Dad it has been a year and 2 months since I last held your hand and kissed you one last time and honestly I think of you every Single day and I have those moments I feel I need to talk to you and ask your advice and I have to remind myself you are always with me and hopefully giving me guidance. I really wish I could make you proud and have your work ethics but it seems like every time I think I'm getting there in life something happens in my life to effect my work and having long covid has really knocked me for six and as you may of seen I have written my ill health dismissal letter and it makes me feel so disappointed as I honestly just want to make you proud as you always taught me you have to work hard to get what you want in life and you gave me that to give me that positive goal in life I just want to say thank you and I hope you are healthy and well and your reunited with your mum and dad and aunty sandy and aunties and uncles, please share our memories together and of the 3 C's to my grannie and granddad Mitchell as I really feel my grannie would of loved seeing her 3 great grandchildren. Right as you used to say i talk too much I know 🥰 so I will wish you goodnight and I love you always and forever xx